Verse 1 I don't to have to prove to them or even prove to me just accept the feelings in my self i act removed from, Feeling that getting closer to goal non existence when its my self in the instance i'm removed from, Like getting closer to some treasure or a lasting pleasure grow deceptive from the measure things I treasure still removed from, It feels like everything crushing, rules for nothing, fool for suffering, still I stall watch it buffering hold it all strong, Or it is it a wall pretense I call as strength cause what build is fence to seal the dents, of spoils that I was born from, it's like living backwardly i got it all wrong, track like athlete running for something like it's all nothing if ever now forgone, maybe this truth forced on on, levitating lonely in raw song HOOK truth is worth i'm believing been chewed through earth still reprieving hurt as my reason, to feel not cursed healing others through my torture which cost but prospects I'm on da up, on the good foot of lost steps I'm on da up looking good now you got vexed I'm on the up from cold minds reflex is collar up Verse 2 Growing pacing like it my past i cast erasing, purpose of my fate is hazy nothing that i done amazes, i can't stop for leisure or take the time pleasure in anything I've made or got, even though trying constant reach a place dissatisfactory waste has bitterness taste, no comfort in body bass so cycle on, waiting for moment or feeling where i'm all is one, segment of completion penultimate is all i come, revolution is wheel i try turn, my rotation seems faster than my peer, it's caused such friction arguments, disaster over years, harder the hurt faced is holding back shame, tears i should grieve sear eye lids i wont let it go Father told me as a cry kids, damaged son, learned to hold back from the panic young, stood so fearless in the arid culture beaten by local torment numbing flames i driven still despite, hidden fragility them or me, to my enemy its energy they'll never see and that traps been a legacy HOOK truth is worth i'm believing been chewed through earth still reprieving hurt as my reason, to feel not cursed healing others through my torture which cost but prospects I'm on da up, on the good foot of lost steps I'm on da up looking good now you got vexed I'm on the up from cold minds reflex is collar up Verse 3 Take rains of my wildness, dysentery was shit, but clearing out, now shallow pains find range, panic known hunger famine grown, understand true fear but underneath is comfort that peace something grew near, showing me stillness in moments, breath the tear falls with out arrest, make growing anger manifest but try let it lie in the torture of the past, hard when vulnerable and walk without mask in the harsh structures, Institutionalized in narratives, laws that an't even for, demons cores, dominate the shores, plagued lies rigid rust that keep us indigenous to progress, I hold rogue stress manipulation hooked fangs, truth lives close to were they use to let the crooks hang, watched by raven taken by rook in chess board living, feeling grappled by life forceps I'm due now worth, this is new birth, Terra firma on true turf, holding my core like steady blade, challenge emcee like kid in rave man I'm hungry for the mic this insight and appetite you don't want bite if feeling what I write, just show forth your light, or switch up like road type that grow for da hype, that insidious left seen dead of integrity, still falsified by Industry still hip hop Its said to be. HOOK truth is worth i'm believing been chewed through earth still reprieving hurt as my reason, to feel not cursed healing others through my torture which cost but prospects I'm on da up, on the good foot of lost steps I'm on da up looking good now you got vexed I'm on the up from cold minds reflex is collar up truth is worth i'm believing been chewed through earth still reprieving hurt as my reason, to feel not cursed healing others through my torture which cost but prospects I'm on da up, on the good foot of lost steps I'm on da up looking good now you got vexed I'm on the up from cold minds reflex is collar up